will she be like you?

Was looking through the entire place for an old passport

and i came across some old pictures that i wanted to keep before

pictures of the little and younger days of her.

Was also thinking through about the conversation i had last night...

will i ever be ready or 100% prepared for another life?

but who is to say i am or i am not?


sometimes i catch myself imagining a little one who is half of me and her...

and i wonder if its possible to have such a balance...

and frankly, i yearn for the day to come.


for now, i'm planning, saving, and hoping.

we'll see.

and while we wait,

i'll go on dreaming.


ny.