new home

so i finally moved over the last weekend

which explains why there wasn't any new entry of illustrations done.

can't really describe the feeling of finally staying by myself

but one thing i definitely noticed about myself that i am rather disgusted with

is that over the years, i have become a weaker and ...

the best animal to describe it : a chicken



I get paranoid when i shower

i get paranoid when i take the lift up

i get paranoid when i think of the times when i will be alone...

how gross is that?

where's the me that was always hungry for her own space

who knew she needed no one but perhaps would wanted company

for kicks, rather than for security


yes, its time for a review of who i really am and who i have become

not necessarily bad, but where i lack, i hope in having my space now

i can start filling up the void

the void and silence, or even the whisper from within me

that i so often ignore, by being distracted with everything else



well, alittle more about the space...

its really small. period.

:P



ny.

Illustrations weekend 01.

just realized how distastefully I uploaded my illustrations.

they were not in any form of the templates i've been using for all my images...

so i corrected it and uploaded again.

I doubt i have much time during the week to do any new illustrations

so i'm guessing these uploads of illustrations will be weekly...


so this if for weekend 01.

i'm looking forward to illustrations weekend 02.


heh

m.y. just got her new toy too

i can't wait for her to upload new stuff in her blog.


heh.

ny.

Cat hunt.

I'm hoping my enthusiasm won't die along with time

and this excitement of this new tool will bring my illustrations to another height...

let's hope there's something new every weekend



besides drawing and all...

life hasn't been too unkind to me

there are laughters and there are tears

but every experience seems meaningful and precious



Work haven't been too dreadful

and with new tools and the new year

things aren't exactly looking up, but neither are they looking down

so all in all...

i think i can safely say

i'm grateful.



ny.

...

"The greatest griefs are those we cause ourselves."

Sophocles, Oedipus Rex

...


ny.