A new me?

I realised most of everyone's blog for the new year is either " New year new beginnings" or "New Year's resolutions", etc

Perhaps I should write a new me.



I'm way behind for blogging about the new year, its like a whole week into the new year and I'm still at the tip of talking about it.

I don't really have any new resolutions, no plans of what can possible be better this year.

I caught myself thinking, when I was chatting with an old friend just the other day,

perhaps I should be a new me.



Forget about the old, forget about the good and the bad me,

Lets start from scratch, who should I be?

There is no comparison when you start all over again.

So, let's see what we can work with this new me.



To begin with, I am 27

I'm free to do bascially anything and everything I please,

I have a partner who loves me dearly... or so I choose to believe

I don't mind living in denial, and I love to create and re-create life.



Perhaps this year my life can be like multiple scripts.

Scripts filled with different characters and scenes I can choose to perform as and when I please...

Not like anyone will be able to tell the difference of which is truely me, I doubt even I myself can tell.



Yes, let's do that.

Let's role play the whole year.

Every week a new character.



Let's see how that will work out on my self-knowleadge & realisation

Will I become lost and confused?

Will I become shallow and common?

Is this what we already are doing everyday in our lives... this role play of being someone else in our minds?

Have I already started this game even before I realised?

Who am I to have disposed of the old me?

Who was the old me?

Who is the new me?