Dilemma?

I'm hurt cos I care,

I hate cos I loved,

I'm numb cos I felt,

I'm sad cos I wanted.



I'm not happy today.

I wish the feeling would go away.

I should, be self sufficient.

I hate this feeling of a need...

a need to be reassured and yet found nothing

waiting for me when I open my arms

nothing but a cold breeze

blowing in my expectant face

send shivers down my spine along with tears down my eyes.

I'm not happy today, demmit.


ny.