totto kit

its been quite a hectic week, as a matter of fact, i might say it has been a hectic month.

from the bangkok trip to today, it has been nothing but a mad rush

rush for the 15 sale, rush for the closing of work for the holidays... rush if possible for more products for domestikats

well. for the long trip ahead, even though i'm worried that i'm not prepared enough

i'm more worried about the animals.

if totto will get bullied when we're away,

if she would run away from home

if she will be ok without me cos she's so hostile to strangers

if she'll get enough love...



hmm, maybe i'm not really worried about the animals but totto alone.

i do love her so dearly... i wonder why

she gives me this need to love her cos she's so misunderstood, so mistreated...

this feeling that she deserves more...



if hl reads this, if i die, me and lyn decided that i should leave totto to your care

you'll grow to love her evil stares

her painful scratches

her crazy rampage of your clothes and furniture

her frantic wags of her tail

and the warmth of her licks before she sleeps

totto is such a sweetheart :)



there are of cos reasons why i don't have to worry about the rest of the animals...

my gf's family loves dogs, so the dogs are in good care

my tenants love eli to bits, plus he's very easy to be with, so eli is in good hands

pe'an, momo and mutt are easy cats, so long they get fed, have water to drink, they draw love from each other so...

jayde on the other hand, gets enough from just being distracted by insects/lizards/whatever that flies or drops in her path...

totto is the only then.


well. no excuses. i love totto.