its 4am here.

i'm really tired but i have to stay awake to ensure my files do get across

its one thing to be working, another to try to holiday and work at the same time.

oh well, anything better than no holiday at all right?

wrong, not when the holiday is anything but rain

its been raining here, whoever told me to bring less clothes

... be prepared for the heat is so going to get it from me

i brought really thin clothes thinking that the heat of the weather might kill me

but as i sit in the living room, typing these keys

I'm in actual fact freezing my arse off...


there are alot of things that are on my mind as i travel this holidays...

but above all that, i wonder what might be in her head

coming back to where she used to grow up

i bet she must be reconsidering if she should really give it all up.


I believe that at any point of our lives, we have to make certain decisions that would impact my lives largely

and there is never a right nor wrong decision since, there is never a right nor wrong in how you should live your life

who is to tell you that being who you are today is not exactly how you are supposed to be since the day you were born?

who is to tell you that whatever that you say, like, dislike, etc is wrong and unfit for you to say, feel, etc?

who is holding to the ny bible and watching my every move to ensure that i'm becoming the ny i'm supposed to be

as stated in the ny bible?

should you know any whereabouts of such a book, please let me know... :)


‘To live is an awful big adventure ’—Peter Pan

something I'm taking off this blog i read

there is no one who can dictate your adventure,

no one rule over your how big or how small

how short or how long

no one but you... decide if its an adventure or tragedy


well, i'm obviously saying all these cos i've been storing and feeling nothing but negativity these days

so hopefully, i can see the bigger picture and feel better

so so... let me talk abit about the trip!

pictures weren't that great, travelling in a pair means you either get lonely people pictures

or cold pictures with no warmth of any signs of people in it

and if you're really unlucky and have a travelling partner who can't shoot for nuts...

then you have a library of memories of which, your kids will ask

"where were you mommy?" and doubt the reality of your stories


haven't really done much of the holidaying frankly

so besides visiting movie world, we did not do anything else.

why am i moody you ask? cos if i dun do any holidaying now, the next few days will be worse

with it being limited to visiting relatives and helping out in the house.

then again! look up, chin up, i've at least going to get 3 hours of sleep...

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yay

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