The next role to play, an artist.

Moving into my own room, having alot of space and time to myself isn't necessarily a bad thing

Though I wish being in a relationship allows me to have the joy of both

time and space for myself, and with a partner.


The last role played was apparently, a fool.

Now with time for reflection and deep thoughts,

i was reminded of the artist i always wanted to be.

Yes, granted that being a designer sometimes labels me as an artist too

but an artist, who paints and lives in her world of make beliefs and having her own gallery!

Exciting.


I was planning to have one sometime by the end of the year

but hey, plans are plans

and for an artist, timelines are the worse enemy to creativity

Ha! What a good excuse.


The thing is, living in my own room now reminded me of a lot of things

I used to have my own room living under my parents

and I would pack everything, everything that I owned into that room

including shoes, shampoo and even food if possible, yes imagine that.

When my parents are home, I feel like I went home for a visit

And when left alone, being in the room alone

I imagined myself to be overseas, independant.


I imagined the friends I would have, friends I already have

and the possibilities endless

yes, for now, I am an artist who lives off bread and butter

since I am broke, such a role don't seem difficult to handle

yes, i shall put up some pictures soon.

pictures of my pets, my work and liviing spaces...

within the room.


ny